Breach of Trust

               Breach of Trust

How eagerly and devotedly she was waiting for the dawn! For the first time she was personally invited by Him to his supreme abode -- open for special and blessed people. She thought herself fortunate to be in the company of a spiritually evolved soul. She felt that she was in the state of bliss. It is very natural for any ordinary person to be so excited and impatient about that hour to fall. She left no stone unturned to be very well prepared to welcome the entire congregation--all disciples and followers. Immaculately dressed she had taken all precautions to be very pure in looks and heart but she remained oblivious about the sinister design her so called guru was having on her. It did not even once occur to her why she was asked to accompany the congregation to a pilgrimage. She was just feeling blessed. She felt like a bird liberated from all kinds of bondages, flying high on the wings of her imagination -- she would request him to shower His grace to enable her to experience that feeling of ONENESS -- to realise the existence of the HIGHER ENERGY in every bit of life.

All what she had in her mind was that he was the ultimate Guru (Satguru) who would always lead her to the path of self realization and salvation. Where was the question of any doubt or suspicion as she had already become the epitome of faith and devotion. Whatever she did wherever she went she sang hymns in His praise. All around her were so impressed with her power of faith and conviction regarding her spiritual master. 

She sprang on her feet as soon as heard the horn of his car. Running towards the kitchen for preparing refreshments she instructed other devotees to be alert and be at his beck and call.  After the din of excitement and enthusiasm subsided and dinner was over she thought it was the time to transform her long cherished dream to reality. So she prayed to Lord for His grace.

As soon as she entered the arena of his guru's throne she observed that he had already retired for the day and was in his personal room. Disappointed she started walking back when she heard a soft voice urging her to enter the room. Hesitatingly she entered the room. There was hardly any light. She for the first time had that feeling of discomfort and surprise. The moment she was asked to lock the room and come near the bed, sky fell on her. "Why?", she asked softly. "Do as you are asked to else........." She felt as if someone was pulling her forward. Before the worse could happen the pious soul at once realized that she was being dragged into something uncalled for. She ran back to her room, locked it from inside..... She was shaking and could not regain her composure for a long time.

That shattering experience tuned out be a turning point in her life!!!!!!!!!!!